Close to Jocelyn

See you at blogger.(You can view my blogposts according to two...

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 10:14:00 -0400

See you at blogger.
(You can view my blogposts according to two categories ‘Happy’ and ‘Others’.)

www.closeto-Jocelyn.blogspot.sg

Everytime I look at my bloated stomach, I feel like crying. It’s so huge and unsightly and it...

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 10:06:08 -0400

Everytime I look at my bloated stomach, I feel like crying. It’s so huge and unsightly and it has been with me for 3 weeks. Seen the doctor, finished medicine but instead of getting better, it got worst.

Wind in stomach. Really?
Worried.

Why why why. Why am I feeling this way again. Why why why.

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 11:40:12 -0400

~~Why why why. Why am I feeling this way again. Why why why.~~

Moving.

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 10:13:47 -0400

I have somewhat decided to shift back to Blogger. Haha yes I know, I have been shifting from Blogger to Livejournal to Wordpress to Tumblr to Blogger and to Tumblr, with super long break in between.

But it’s because I read my Tumblr and it irritates me. It’s so messy, emo and blah. Like I’ve bipolar or severe moodswing or something :( but then again, it’s always when you are sadder then you’ve the feel to blog what, no?

So anyway, I am planning for my Blogger to have two columns. One for ‘Happy’ and the other for ‘Others’ (not so happy). So people can just read my ‘Happy’ and be happy. But I am not sure how to make it though.

Many things to blog about but I am so ~~tired busy ~~lazy. Lazy is the most appropriate word out of the three.~~~~

Expected.

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 11:09:00 -0400

Curiousity kills the cat. As expected, having a smartphone with data plan has killed me. But it’s okay.

Get over it, girl. You are just not important.

Waiting for my boyfriend to end work at 1AM. By the time he...

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 12:07:40 -0400

Waiting for my boyfriend to end work at 1AM. By the time he changes out of everything, clean up and blah, I guess it’s nearing 2AM? Am quite sleepy already but it’s okay, shall see how long I can stay awake.

And so I thought, I should just make full use of my time by blogging while waiting.

Tomorrow I’ll be getting my first ever touchscreen Android Smartphone, WITH data plan. Mixed feelings, to be honest. It’s going to be a much better phone as compared to my already-spoilt Samsung Omnia/ spare phone Sony Ericsson Xperia Mini and I’ve always been waiting for this day, the day to change my phone. So you’re right to say that I’m excited about it.

However, I am kind of dreading it a teeny weeny bit. Probably because with a smartphone + data, I’ll be exposed to more things that I may not want to know/ find out. Having a data plan also probably means refreshing Twitter/ Facebook/ Instagram/ Tumblr every few minutes and this sucks. I don’t want to be someone that is so dependent on technology. My life should not revolve around such useless things. I don’t need to know too much about others’ life. (because I dislike it when i see my used-to-be friends being sad, knowing that I can’t be the one there to listen to their problems anymore.) I don’t need to find out things that might affect me too.

Heh, but we shall see what happens when I get my phone tomorrow. Samsung Galaxy Note, a huge phone in terms of its size. Secretly have a reason for getting it. Hopefully it’ll make me stick less to my phone :)

Desperately looking for either of these Rilakkuma phone casings for Samsung Galaxy Note! I love it, they’re just way too cute! But actually I don’t think it is retailing anywhere. Cause those that I can find are just for iPhones, meh.

路遥知马力，日久见人心.

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 13:48:24 -0400

I think I need to change. I think I need to start opening up to everyone around me (other than my current closed ones, which I already did), especially to new people. I realised I’m subconsciously building a wall between myself, my heart and the other people. It’s like, I’m so afraid of getting hurt one day that I’d rather shut myself out/ build a wall around myself. And this is no good.

Something new.

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 13:36:18 -0400

Just finished editing script for my brother, who is currently in China, for his presentation. I used to really dislike it when my brother asked me to edit his script for him because I am, plain lazy. But today, it was different. Heh, maybe it’s because I realised the ‘loneliness’ without him at home for weeks. When I received his text about helping him to edit, I immediately on my laptop, shut Facebook and Twitter so that I can finish it within the shortest possible time.

To my surprise, I actually enjoyed editing the script. It’s about TianJin Eco-City, and the economic, technological etc trends of China. Psst, TianJin Eco-City is a 50-50 joint venture between China and Singapore. (I didn’t even know there is something known as TianJin Eco-City)

Yay to a more knowledgable Jocelyn! :)

“When you hear the sound of thunder, don’t you get...

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 13:21:56 -0400

“When you hear the sound of thunder, don’t you get too scared.
Just grab your thunder buddy and say these magic words:
Fuck you thunder, you can suck my dick!”
-Ted

Ted is so cute, I want him too!

Life.

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 03:05:02 -0400

Tonight, I start thinking that my life sucks again. Hmm. But I know tomorrow shall be a better day. Hope my swollen-for-no-reason left eye will be better tomorrow. It hurts (blue-black feel) when I blink.

Work again tomorrow (Tuesday). I am tired, so tired.
But I’m thankful for having a great understanding father.

Whatever happens, keep smiling.

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 22:04:54 -0400

I hate it when I see my best friends feeling sad, knowing that I can’t do anything. All I can do is to let them know that I’ll ALWAYS be there for them no matter what, to listen to them and probably give some (lousy) advices. Because words like ‘cheer up’ wouldn’t work when the person is so sad right? I wish we could share our pain with our friends. Like maybe each person experience 50% of the pain instead of suffering 100% of the pain alone.

Nonetheless, I still hope to see a bubbly and cheerful friend again, the friend that always do stupid things with me, not afraid of getting judged by strangers! Time heals all wound. I know it’s easier said than done.

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Love is fragile, very.

梁静茹 - 接受 #nowplaying

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 21:54:42 -0400

仿佛上一分钟
你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底是什么内容
仿佛已经自由
下一个我变成风
吹过你的脸孔差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂
觉得心言不由衷
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动
能记得多久
仿佛已经自由
下一个我变成风
吹过你的脸孔差点失控
回忆在在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些人都
能记得多久
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动
能记得多久

变.

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 21:14:26 -0400

You did change for the better, much much better. So, why did you go back to being your old self? What went through your mind when you picked it up again after quitting for more than a year, old friend?

Not close to you anymore. Not upset. Not angry. But maybe just a little, disappointed?

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Been so lazy to blog out my thoughts. And am always posting ‘overdued’ thoughts.
(thoughts few days ago)

Photo

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 00:45:53 -0400

Photo

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 00:39:47 -0400

Rophiel’s (Mico) 6th birthday party. (overdued)

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 00:17:09 -0400

Rophiel’s (Mico) 6th birthday party.
(overdued)

"We are all aware of the obstacle(s) ahead but we are just young girls blinded by love."

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 00:13:24 -0400

“We are all aware of the obstacle(s) ahead but we are just young girls blinded by love.”

Understand, not.

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 23:05:29 -0400

I can never understand the theory of “Even if a guy likes other girls photos or purposely checks other girls out, he still loves you the most.”

It doesn’t make sense.

Life.

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 21:21:58 -0400

Been REALLY busy since the last day of exam. First week of holiday was working at Punggol Plaza. Second week of holiday has mainly been: Hospital > IMM > CCK > Home (houseworks) > Hospital > Dinner > Home.

Finally met up with HX for a chat last Thursday night (06/ 09/ 12).

Saturday (08/ 09/ 12) with JT for her birthday. Went to Bugis, shopped and ate Aston. Then I went to teach tuition and then to Orchard to look for boyfriend’s present. Wanted to buy Marc Jacob’s bag for him but I didn’t know it’s no longer retailing. So I walked around (needed to rush to hospital) Cineleisure and while going to Editor’s Market, this bag caught my eyes so I just bought it. Was damn bimbo in the shop. I asked the guy salesperson if guys like this bag (obviously he’d say yes right!) and I asked him to turn around and be my model etc. But he’s really friendly and all!

Sunday (09/ 09/ 12): Met up with JT and Rachel (R not free on Saturday) for lunch at Han’s. Went over to boyfriend’s block because I wanted to surprise him but it failed because the mum saw me and told him :( wanted to eat at Timbre but it rained so we went over to Orchard instead. Settled at Sun with Moon Japanese Restaurant. Thumbs up, love the food and the ambience!

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Feeling so sad that I don’t have the time to spend with all my loved ones.

Barcode film. So cool. I always thought it’s printed like...

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 00:34:27 -0400

Barcode film. So cool.
I always thought it’s printed like normal printing.