See you at blogger.
(You can view my blogposts according to two categories ‘Happy’ and ‘Others’.)
Everytime I look at my bloated stomach, I feel like crying. It’s so huge and unsightly and it has been with me for 3 weeks. Seen the doctor, finished medicine but instead of getting better, it got worst.
Wind in stomach. Really?
Worried.
Why why why. Why am I feeling this way again. Why why why.
Moving.
I have somewhat decided to shift back to Blogger. Haha yes I know, I have been shifting from Blogger to Livejournal to Wordpress to Tumblr to Blogger and to Tumblr, with super long break in between.
But it’s because I read my Tumblr and it irritates me. It’s so messy, emo and blah. Like I’ve bipolar or severe moodswing or something :( but then again, it’s always when you are sadder then you’ve the feel to blog what, no?
So anyway, I am planning for my Blogger to have two columns. One for ‘Happy’ and the other for ‘Others’ (not so happy). So people can just read my ‘Happy’ and be happy. But I am not sure how to make it though.
Many things to blog about but I am so tired busy lazy. Lazy is the most appropriate word out of the three.
Expected.
Curiousity kills the cat. As expected, having a smartphone with data plan has killed me. But it’s okay.
Get over it, girl. You are just not important.
Waiting for my boyfriend to end work at 1AM. By the time he changes out of everything, clean up and blah, I guess it’s nearing 2AM? Am quite sleepy already but it’s okay, shall see how long I can stay awake.
And so I thought, I should just make full use of my time by blogging while waiting.
Tomorrow I’ll be getting my first ever touchscreen Android Smartphone, WITH data plan. Mixed feelings, to be honest. It’s going to be a much better phone as compared to my already-spoilt Samsung Omnia/ spare phone Sony Ericsson Xperia Mini and I’ve always been waiting for this day, the day to change my phone. So you’re right to say that I’m excited about it.
However, I am kind of dreading it a teeny weeny bit. Probably because with a smartphone + data, I’ll be exposed to more things that I may not want to know/ find out. Having a data plan also probably means refreshing Twitter/ Facebook/ Instagram/ Tumblr every few minutes and this sucks. I don’t want to be someone that is so dependent on technology. My life should not revolve around such useless things. I don’t need to know too much about others’ life. (because I dislike it when i see my used-to-be friends being sad, knowing that I can’t be the one there to listen to their problems anymore.) I don’t need to find out things that might affect me too.
Heh, but we shall see what happens when I get my phone tomorrow. Samsung Galaxy Note, a huge phone in terms of its size. Secretly have a reason for getting it. Hopefully it’ll make me stick less to my phone :)
Desperately looking for either of these Rilakkuma phone casings for Samsung Galaxy Note! I love it, they’re just way too cute! But actually I don’t think it is retailing anywhere. Cause those that I can find are just for iPhones, meh.
路遥知马力，日久见人心.
I think I need to change. I think I need to start opening up to everyone around me (other than my current closed ones, which I already did), especially to new people. I realised I’m subconsciously building a wall between myself, my heart and the other people. It’s like, I’m so afraid of getting hurt one day that I’d rather shut myself out/ build a wall around myself. And this is no good.
Something new.
Just finished editing script for my brother, who is currently in China, for his presentation. I used to really dislike it when my brother asked me to edit his script for him because I am, plain lazy. But today, it was different. Heh, maybe it’s because I realised the ‘loneliness’ without him at home for weeks. When I received his text about helping him to edit, I immediately on my laptop, shut Facebook and Twitter so that I can finish it within the shortest possible time.
To my surprise, I actually enjoyed editing the script. It’s about TianJin Eco-City, and the economic, technological etc trends of China. Psst, TianJin Eco-City is a 50-50 joint venture between China and Singapore. (I didn’t even know there is something known as TianJin Eco-City)
Yay to a more knowledgable Jocelyn! :)
“When you hear the sound of thunder, don’t you get too scared.
Just grab your thunder buddy and say these magic words:
Fuck you thunder, you can suck my dick!”
-Ted
Ted is so cute, I want him too!
Life.
Tonight, I start thinking that my life sucks again. Hmm. But I know tomorrow shall be a better day. Hope my swollen-for-no-reason left eye will be better tomorrow. It hurts (blue-black feel) when I blink.
Work again tomorrow (Tuesday). I am tired, so tired.
But I’m thankful for having a great understanding father.
